My Daddy Dom has been such an amazing person since day 1! He has showed me how much someone could still love the broken me and provided a safe space!
When I started talking to Daddy a relationship of any kinda was the last thing on my mind. I have touched in other blogs about past trauma and a previous relationship, so I am not going to do that here really.
We establish his other subs and where I stood in the whole mix and then we met up after talking for awhile. I know in a Dom/Sub dynamic consent is a big thing but I am not used to it. I am used to being forced until I am crying and I’m so much pain I couldn’t stand it. He respected me so much that the consent was followed through and he always makes sure I am ok.
Eventually the feelings grew for me. It eventually became a so bad that I wasn’t voicing my feelings that it was eating me alive literally. I finally had a massive breakdown and I told him. He apparently already knew. But why wouldn’t he! He watches everything and he hears everything. That is what Daddy’s do.
This changed the dynamic for the good. Then there was a massive change that neither one of us seen coming. I won’t get into the private details. But our triad broke up. This ultimately shoved me and Daddy into an even bigger support system. When Daddy was crushed over everything I was there for him to talk to. I was there for him to lean on in his time of need. This made us even closer. It was literally the worst thing that could have ever happen, but the best thing that could have ever happened to our dynamic. I ultimately showed how much we cared and that we had each other no matter what. It strengthened our dynamic.
This leads into my horrible week right after his whole bad week. 2 years ago I had a house fire and lost everything. The whole trailer left with char marks everywhere. One day out of my week Daddy surprised me and showed up to work. I almost cried I was so happy to see him. I wasn’t expecting it at all. Then there is today. I am only a few days away from the 2 year mark and I was having a lot of problems.
Today I was having a lot of anxiety, panic, I was on the edge of crying, and couldn’t hardly stay at work. I told Daddy multiple times I didn’t know if I was making it my whole shift or not. He said he was worried about me. I tried telling him that I didn’t mean to worry him but he told me that is what a Dom’s job was. I had about an hour and a half left of my shift and he made me promise to finish out my shift for him. I did. Daddy ended up showing up to work. I have never been closer to crying at work then when I seen him walk through the door at work. He ended up spending most of the night with me. He definitely kept my mind off of the fire and relaxed. Daddy kept my mind and body at ease all night.
I don’t know what I did to deserve Daddy but I am glad I have him in my life. My life would not be the same. My heart, mind and spirit would still be broken. Daddy came in and has been able to put a lot of pieces back together.
What I love about the dynamic me and Daddy have is that it isn’t one sided it is actually 50/50. When he is in need he has a sub that does everything to make him feel better and when his Sub is struggling so much she doesn’t know what to do, he has her…… it might be by her throat but he has her and he will always be her safe space just like the sub is his safe place.
Well that is all only thing left to say is I know everything happens for a reason. You might not see it now Daddy but the reason will reveal itself when it is the right time.
💋I love you so much Daddy!!!!!!💋
Love,
💋Kitten
