Hey Lovelies,
So today I wanna talk about my Sub Space. I wanna talk about what has triggered my Sub Space, what I feel like in Sub Space and what I like for after I am in Sub Space.
The main way I get into Sub Space is by choking by a hand. When I am in this Sub Space I can tell that I am there and aware of who is in the room and what is going on, however, at this point my brain is not thinking. It is not telling me what I need to do, I am not overthinking. I am simply there and my mind is free from everything. This is my favorite Sub Space because I understand it and I normally am in this Sub Space. My aftercare that I love after this kind of Sub Space is snuggles, forehead kisses, and the best part is when I get to play with Daddy’s beard 😊
The next way I have gotten into Sub Space was by being spanked with a wooden paddle. I want to explore this Sub Space more as it is the most confusing with me. I have only hit this Sub Space once before. When I hit this Sub Space I actually started crying. It wasn’t cause I was in pain, I know what my safeword is, but the tears were not because I was in pain. This is where it is confusing to me and why I want to explore it. Honestly I don’t know where the tears came from. Once in this Sub Space I feel about the same as I do when when I am choked. As far as aftercare I love all of what my normal care is but I really like when Daddy rubs his hands over the spots that got the paddle.
The only other type of Sub Space was when I was choked and passed out. I had never passed out before so at the time it was really overwhelming and out of my control. I was standing and then all of a sudden I was on my ass. I was lightheaded, seeing spots as I came back around. My words were not coming out correctly and I was confused. It only lasted about a minute and I was fine. The biggest difference with this Sub Space is it put me into a very very deep Sub Space. Normally Sub Space makes me very relaxed and my mind to stop thinking but only for a brief time. This one actually lasted for many hours. After Daddy left I just laid in bed all day. I even took a few naps. I jus stayed cuddled up in my cozy blanket watching movies. Even to this point almost 12 hours later I am still in a very relaxed state.
As an over thinker Sub Space is my favorite! Who doesn’t like to not have to think, a break from all emotions, and all you have to do is just be there in that moment free of everything!
Well until next time my loves! 💋Kitten
